What Resonates

When you have lost something you look anywhere and everywhere to find it. Seekers know something is missing. Unfortunately they don't know exactly what it is. So, we start looking with what we have. Since all of us are unique and have very different conditioning, we start with what we think is true, or useful and go from there. Therefore every path is different. One shoe does not fit all. 

In the end, intention to know, to understand, drives us towards what in the end we call grace. All roads lead to Rome, so wherever you go, however you go, persistence pays off. Never give yourself away to a teacher. Their only authority is what resonates with you. Remember you are the one who gives the authority to any teacher, guide, or guru, and follow only as long as the message resonates. Move on when it doesn't. In the end your only hope is to become your own authority. It is the discovery. I am that.

Oneness

Oneness can make nothing except from itself. As created, I can be nothing but that Oneness. When I identify as that which created this universe, I am in essence That. Fear tends to dissipate, suffering lessens, and trust in the unknown becomes normal. Synchronicity increases and life becomes an adventure.

Duality / Non duality

Duality is the common notion that we and others and the outside world are separate things. Sages and mystics throughout time have insisted that the world in non dual, intuiting that in essence, everything is part and parcel of one source. One may call that source God, or nature or mind. Advaita Vedanta is the ancient Eastern philosophy on non duality (not two). Analytical Idealism is the Western philosophy of non duality. These philosophies contend that all is one mind and that the appearance of separation is an illusion created for the Source of all to enable experience.

Presence in the Unknown

My path has been a search for the foundation of the longing for truth. The search never felt like a choice for me, it was imperative. There was a rejection of clinging to any tradition, but any pointer  that resonated I paid attention to. 

I find the intellect a valuable tool. I find that an honest intellect even enjoys discovering its own limits. And beyond the intellect's knowing, there is a deeper knowing. That knowing is a presence, a peace,  an ability to be comfortable with the unknown.

Forgetfulness

It seems to me that forgetfulness is in the design. To have experience there have to be boundaries, limitation. Thus we have form, and an ego to protect the form. Limitation is baked into our existence so that Source can experience and know Itself. Transcending form, seeing past the veil, is also an experience. The greatest game of hide and seek ever imagined.

Eternal Being

To me reincarnation is a moot point. Once you've noticed that your essence is conscious awareness and everything appears in That, you are already eternal. Whether or not you you still have an apparent separate self is irrelevant. You can't escape Being, eternal, ineffable, peace.

Awareness vs Consciousness

I don't see it this way. I like to distinguish between "Awareness" and "Consciousness." Awareness is presence, the field in which all possibilities may appear as objects, feelings, sensations, etc. Consciousness is that which appears in the field of Awareness. That which appears is certainly tangible, felt, seen, and heard.One might also say that if one is conscious of "The Silence," or "Emptiness," they are tangible, an object in awareness.

LET IT BE

Being yourself is of great service to nature, for nature evolved to the point of producing you as a unique expression. Expressing what wants to come through you is nature examining what it is to be you. 

Effort to make yourself into something others expect you to be will not be fulfilling or make you happy. This does not mean we do not cooperate for the good of all. It means that we should be gentle with our self, accept our self, and forgive our self. 

To be fulfilled and be of service, we must let our self be. Pay attention to what intuitively wants to be expressed through you. Let nature express what it wants through you. We may not fully understand what is pushing through us. It may be a powerful push or the still small voice. But one must listen to it and let it be.

Non Attachment

The first thing we need to do is accept things as they are. From that peaceful place we can work towards change. To keep our peace we also need to keep in mind that we are not in charge. Non attachment to results leaves us with the process which we can choose to enjoy.

Age and Open Mindedness

Age has taught me to let go and let God. I don't even have to know much about God and certainly can't define God, but I sure can let go, accept, and trust. There is no other way to obtain peace.

Not the Doer

Basically when you know you are not the doer, doing things happens rather naturally. Since consciousness changes one person at a time, little things are essentially giant steps. Since all life is connected, if my mind is at peace, and my happiness is not dependent on others, what I have become is greater than any doing.

Nothing Is Permanent

To my mind, if anything at all exists, even for a moment, there must be something permanent in which those things appear. I can assure you I do not have a better explanation than this. Not provable. But that's how it is for me.

The Big I

Not only my body, but my mind and sense of I are here. Personally I did not create them. They arrived and this body/mind uses them. But, I must look beyond my little self to the creator of this, whatever That might be called. I sense that big I behind my little eye is permanent, eternal, and that essence is what I am. 

Fundamental Awareness

The one thing you cannot deny is that you exist. To know you exist is to be conscious. All your knowing is because you are conscious. Consciousness is fundamental. The world you see is only in consciousness. Therefore, you and the world are an appearance in fundamental awareness. That universal mind, or awareness is what you really are. As that, you can never die. The body you identified with is just a temporary focal point for experience. 

The I of a donkey is filtered through a donkey brain. The I of a tiger if filtered through a tiger brain. The I of a person is filtered through a human brain. The I of each is the same simple awareness, just filtered through a different lens. That universal I is what you are, and not fundamentally separate from all life.

At Peace With Ego

Once I had the understanding that my awareness was the One awareness, it no longer mattered whether or not I was experiencing bliss or oneness. I can embody the understanding and live my life with a background of peace, and not condemn myself for having an ego.

Cultural Robots

The ego develops to protect the body, and as the ego matures it becomes an entity itself. Soon it also has to protect itself. That self is just the values of the local culture and how one can maintain one's place in it. 

Ultimately, the ego is not who we are, just an identity built of constructs, thoughts and feelings. Unfortunately, the ego doesn't realize it's just a bunch of concepts. And as those concepts are internalized and habituated, we develop feelings to go with them. Feelings are just automatic value judgments. 

Until a person steps back and looks at the constructs and gets to the bottom of automatic judgments, one is essentially a cultural robot. It takes courage to look unflinchingly, but to be free it must be done. 

Nothingness

The perception of nothing is perceived by awareness. So, however much the feeling of nothingness is in your perception, you are the awareness of that nothing. Awareness is not a thing. It is the subject, it is you. It is the knower. Ultimately there is only existence. Nothingness is a phase that will most likely pass.  

The Absolute Perspective

From the absolute perspective you could say there is no right or wrong, good or bad. But, we humans are embodied, and for our relative existence, we have good and bad. We have morals to make our lives easier, less stressful, less fearful. 

What the perspective of absolute does for us, however, is give us breathing room from guilt, shame, and other destructive self imposed suffering.  

Illusions

I wouldn't worry about things being called an illusion. The absolute is existence, and therefore anything, however illusionary, is That. 

Rality Does Not Change

I think that Advaita defines reality as that which does not change. The One does not change. All change happens in Maya, a power of Awareness. Like the movie screen is the same no matter what movie is played. The screen is not affected. So, at least for me, seeing beyond the reality beyond the ego is just seeing the One reality, pure Awareness, that does not change.