If you could just settle down into not knowing, and not caring that you don't know, and really getting a feel for that, then you would be close.
You are already close because what is, is already here, as all that is. All your thoughts and ideas are obstacles to seeing.
Let the not knowing overtake you, and unmotivate you, to the point that you just give up. Surrender to not knowing and drop off the cliff to nowhere.
You won't gain anything. You will loose the sense of I that thinks it had something, or lost something. You simply overlooked the obstacle -- yourself.
A subjective feeling, a knowing you can't shake, will overtake you. It is not bliss. Just ordinary truth. You can't grasp it, and you can't hold it.
The truth that sets you free gets rid of you. Not the body, not the mind, but the "I sense" of separateness.
Nowhere is everywhere. And you are here. One without a second, Awareness, Consciousness. You are that.
Where did the little you go? It was never really here. It was only a thought. Now there is only this. Only here. Only now, always and forever.